Positivity

Today's goal: Be more positive.
Yesterday I was a little irritable. This new pregnancy and not enough sleep and a gaggle of unhappy women in my office made the day a little unpleasant.
My husband and I went out to dinner and afterward settled on the couch to watch a movie I've not seen (Porky's, oi) and I was off to sleep. I was asleep within 15 minutes of starting this film. Out. That was 745pm. I woke up at 630am fully refreshed, and I'm hopeful today well be better. Unfortunately I'm on call so my sleep has every liklihood of being interrupted. But oh well.
My day has not started perfectly: I was supposed to get up and work out at 6am but J's warm comfy body prevented me. Now I need to work out as soon as we get back from mass tonight. I have determined that I am already too fat and as it seems I am pregnant that I am not going to gain more than 10 pounds. The end. Thus I must work out fiendishly until the end of this.
Keep the secret has been tough. I told my good friend and she is taking great delight in this. I, of course, was never supposed to do this. I wasn't supposed to tell her, but more than just my husband needed to know. My office, of course, is always guessing. They saw me get prenatal vitamins out of the office yesterday and of course decided that I was pregnant. I told them the vitamins help me keep weight off (truth). J thinks its bizarre I don't want them involved with this pregnancy. In my brain I'm simply a private person and don't want them involved in my business.
Well, the adventure continues.
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